Sunday, January 18, 2026

they appear to me now as foreigners

"[My father] had always wanted to be buried in Egypt, in the El Akkad mausoleum where my step-aunts and grandfather are buried. And so we take him there. I crawl on my hands and knees into the catacomb. I help ease the shrouded body to the ground, beside the bones of these people who loved him from the day he was born. Outside, dozens of our relatives stand waiting, people I love similarly and who love me and with whom, in another life where we never left, I would have shared the normal bonds of family. Instead, they appear to me now as foreigners because we did leave. And so it has only ever been, for me, the three of us. And now we are two."

~~ from One Day, Everyone Will Have Always Been Against This by Omar El Akkad

Saturday, January 3, 2026

the highest form of wealth

"The bills, with their colored pictures, seemed more significant, the nickel-based coins jingled merrily as we juggled them in our hands. It's a fact, the money we acquired through trickery seemed more subtle and rare, the highest form of wealth. It seemed to whisper in our ears words of smiling praise and mischievous provocation. It was not the vile, hateful money that must be earned by hard work, but rather easy money, a silver disc with two gnomes' legs and a dwarf's beard, a clowning, dancing money whose smell carried us, like a good wine, to orgiastic thoughts."

~~ from Mad Toy by Roberto Arlt

Friday, January 2, 2026

a few articles

In 2025, I had a chance to read Anne Applebaum's "Russia and China Are Winning the Propaganda War" from The Atlantic, Samuel Moyn's "Casus Belli: The origins of the war in Ukraine" in Harper's, Jon Lee Anderson's recent New Yorker reporting from the Congo region of Africa, and other pieces primarily from Harper's Magazine and The Atlantic's 2024 and '25 print issues. Goodreads says I read twenty-one books. A strong majority were under 250 pages.

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